12th
Hmmm…
So, I’ve been in a bit of a slump lately. Haven’t been writing, haven’t been doing much of anything. I have a stack of awesome waiting for me to play with at home. I think I haven’t gotten to it mostly because it’s fucking overwhelming. I’d say I’m just blown over with responsibility but ever since finishing school I have less repsonsibility. I’m typing this at work instead of working. I have the least responsibilities of anyone my age, despite having a three year old, a marriage and a home to maintain. What’s really eating at me is I haven’t been writing. 80% of my waking hours are spent next to a computer, and at least 40% of that time could be spent writing. But I’m not. Is it ADD? Is it a lack of imagination? Just what in the hell is keeping me from writing? When I am in a position which finds me incapable of writing, all I want to do is write. Argh. Maybe it’s because of the overwhelming guilt I feel about having free time. Maybe if I had less time to myself I would use my me time more productively.
